I’m tired of apologizing for being myself. People fault me for being “racist” or “bigoted”. You know what? I don’t care. Understand the context. I have a debilitating mental illness that puts me through hell, and I’m not allowed, on my personal blog that you are by no means required to visit, to vent a little anger to help myself recover?
Wow. Okay alright Mr. Police Officer. Sorry.
Anyway. I’m still careful about what I say. I could have said some stuff just now. Lives are a joke to me. I’m cosmic and most people are softies. So what can I say. The sheeple restrict my freedom. It is what it is.
Work and programming are going well today. But I finished early and now… don’t know what to do.
Boss doesn’t get back until 2 to check on my script. Mmmmm.
I guess I just hang till then.
Also I’ve been thinking of signing up for some Coursera courses. Even if I don’t study as much as I should. I don’t know! I really miss learning! =O
Ugh I feel so bad. I don’t know what to do.
I hate the criticism. So much.