I don’t know what to do but I feel miserable. I’ve been mentally ill for 8 years and had a psychiatrist, have been under the care of an American Medical Professional, trained in the brain, yay hooray, for about… 6 of those years? Maybe 5?
So I guess it’s just permanent, this is all a charade. It’s all just permanent.
Except the funny part is it isn’t, because it’s real. And it’s social. And things change.
So really, enjoy YOUR short fucking life while it lasts, motherfuckers. Cuz you’re going down with me.
Are you expecting something?