I think the degree to which I have utterly shat on all endeavors of knowledge and human expansiveness, my own intelligence, and the mental respect of others is astounding.
Why learning? I asked.
Why knowledge? I bled.
Why information? I thought.
I think I should know again. It may be difficult, challenging, to explain. It may very well be.
But I have to do this again. I have to feed my brain. I have to help others. I can’t be this stupid and evil. Not any more.