I could be writing a 1000-character pm to my therapist, but you know what? Fuck that guy. Yep. Now: The Martian. Science. Education. Improvement. And. Survival. Do it do it do it do it. I need to learn to learn. I need to improve. I have to improve other lives. I have to find meaning […]

I love you I love you I love you I love you Wow the world is amazing I have been confused I thought the world was shit No The world is amazing I am just sick There IS a difference I love you I love you I love you I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It’s there. And it’s going to be there for a while as a constant reminder of how shitty I get when I’m crazy because no one leaves comments or responds to any of mine. I don’t leave many either, though. I wonder if people know I left. Hmm. *index on chin*

My psychosis is still there, it’s just not in my way right now. It is present when I confront or try to partake of things which trigger me. Dad’s in Germany. Will go to Portugal, too. Therapy is only once a month… fuck that’s not often enough. Jesus. I kind of want to fall asleep […]