Fuck fuck in da brainzzzzzzzzzzz lol
this is our new motto
fuck fuck in da brainzzzzzzzzzzzz
super duper lolita funtiandogo
i think i need my brain to work again so i can enjoy life
i can’t read
i can’t work on video game design
i can hardly work today, i didn’t get the problem statement
although consider that my retard manager didn’t explain jack shit in any way comprehensible or like write it down cunt write it down and email us
write it down
chinkola loser senior scientist doing nutshit for a job.
i need a life.
i can’t hang out with these losers.
i have a master’s in biomedical engineering.
and really i know nothing about the subject.
i just know a little bit about gene regulation that’s about it.
maybe i know the phrase ‘osmotic tension”
but it would be pseudiscience anyway
i mean i’m not sure
fuck you all fuck you all
hmm humm yess good
and i had a beer
during a workday
working from home
we are in the process of renegotiating my contract
now i might feel like sharty
i feel sharty
like a blob
i want to go exercise
i don’t want to be stuck at this shit computer indoors
i want to go for a hike through some redwoods by the coast
but in all else equals land
and i feel gross
we have no windows open
why is it muggy
this makes no sense
this is quite the fight isnt it
i want to join this data science intro thing from kaggle
but i dont have willpower
so i’m fucked
and will never make any progress of any sort in my life at all ever
in fact i’ve started drinking again
which makes me a total loser
fuck fuck shit piss fuck
i have a headache
i don’t know if i should make this a big problem or not?
of course it’s better not to make it a big problem
why would you even ask?
because i am neurotic
no i wasn’t supposed to write that one but also
why does writing one mor eline destroy your body it shouldn’t
you ought to be more robust than that
fuck wow i’m so out of shape
i need to exercise
i am having a sandwich for lunch
the usual psychic spies are the usual psychic spies
i.e. my mental versions of everyone
seem to be
but that is the great escape
i want to drink all the time
nothing i say matters
this blog is like the most important thing in my life
i hate my job
more more more
i’ll just cut the rope for now
the crew fell to their deaths