I’m drinking again.

Fuck.

Dad’s home from vacation.

I don’t care about anything.

I have akathisia.

My life is fucked and it’s healthcare’s fault.

Fuck the pills. Fuck their side effects.

Fuck my disease.

I should just quit all my meds. Period. And let myself live full unadulterated with schizoaffective disorder. See how bad it can get.

Fuck. Seriously.

I don’t know what to do. I feel fucking terrible.

I want this sick shit to stop lying.

I don’t know what’s going on.

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