I don’t know what to do. I’ve been dealing with intense laziness. You might call it depression. Absolute death of any motivation to do anything functional. Can’t work. I was contemplating telling my manager what I’ve been struggling with, but I don’t know what that would accomplish. I feel so trapped. There are duties being placed upon me that I can not achieve. I don’t deserve this paycheck. My psychiatrist and therapist are recommending an intensive outpatient therapy group, video-conference attendance of course. It doesn’t sound like it would be very helpful to me. I don’t know.

No one is going to help you. You have to realize that. In the end. No one helps you.

You are alone.


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