I don’t know what to do. I’ve been dealing with intense laziness. You might call it depression. Absolute death of any motivation to do anything functional. Can’t work. I was contemplating telling my manager what I’ve been struggling with, but I don’t know what that would accomplish. I feel so trapped. There are duties being placed upon me that I can not achieve. I don’t deserve this paycheck. My psychiatrist and therapist are recommending an intensive outpatient therapy group, video-conference attendance of course. It doesn’t sound like it would be very helpful to me. I don’t know.
No one is going to help you. You have to realize that. In the end. No one helps you.
You are alone.