I told my coworkers (manager and senior) that I have a mental illness with depressive aspects that I’ve been struggling with for years, and that I would need some time off for starters and that at the moment I can’t perform the duties of the job. They were very understanding.

I feel like a cheat. It’s not fair of me. I can’t just say I want the job, but oh yeah those hard tedious parts of the job, someone else has to do those. No. It doesn’t work like that.

Fuck. I don’t know.

I shouldn’t be hired at all.


I don’t know.

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