What am I supposed to be doing? I feel brain dead. I can’t think anymore. I’m overwhelmed with so much anxiety that I literally can not figure out which direction to go at any given point in time. I’m handicapped. It’s really that bad.

And if I can’t self-manage in life, what am I ever going to do? If I don’t want anything, either, how will my motivation ever kick in? It won’t! It won’t drive me anywhere, and I won’t achieve anything!

I’m lost. I feel so desperate for help.

I also just have difficulty reading for long periods of time, and the akathisia fucks with my focus.

None of this is fair. Why did I have to be prescribed these meds.

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