Fuck. I drank a lot last night, but with mom at least. She didn’t have much but she did have some wine. She stayed home from work to take care of me.
She says later in the night I got really sick from the alcohol. I thought it was closer to morning but it must’ve been what she says.
I’m having an episode right now, there’s like faces everywhere looking at me. It’s visual hallucination. It makes me really horrified, I’m so scared, holy shit I’m scared, and yeah.
Dad’s home. He’s being a nuisance as usual.
Mom’s going to pick up my klonopin, hopefully I can take one and it will help a little.
Fuck. I’m so scared.