I don’t know. I want to feel how I felt last evening. Somewhat happy. I don’t want the episode, the visual distortions–just thinking about it makes me worry it will trigger again. I just want to be happy.

I don’t want much.

I need to finish A Spool of Blue Thread. I’ve been stuck on this book for like months. 20 minutes of reading left, according to the Kindle. So, if I could get my stamina together and push, I’d just be done in one sitting. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Why I am so impatient.

Why my blog posts are so short.

Not everyone can do things for long periods of time, you know. I have a brain condition. Maybe that has something to do with it?

Check yourself b4 u wreck yourself.



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      1. Je suis considéré comme schizophrène depuis l’âge de 22 ans. J’ai 51 ans et je vous assure que l’on peut vivre avec cette maladie même si parfois il faut du temps.
        Je n’ai pas été hospitalisé depuis l’année 2000 et je n’ai plus qu’un traitement très léger

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        1. That’s awesome. I mean, it’s not good to have a diagnosis for a condition, I suppose, but I’m glad you take it with such a light heart, if I may say that. Thank you for the hope. That it’s possible to live. My mother says the same thing. If you’re dead, you’re dead. But no matter what your “condition” is, you can still live. And that is what makes all the difference.

          I read this comment in French so apologies if I misread any part of it.

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          1. Je ne vous parle pas de survivre, je vous parle bien de vivre. Il faut du temps parfois et l’écriture m’y a aidé.
            J’ai aussi retrouvé l’amour vrai il y a deux ans, ça aide beaucoup.
            Gardez force et courage, je suis en train de lire vos autres articles et vous êtes poète que vous le croyez ou non. À chacun d’avoir sa définition de la poésie, je veux dire son sens poétique.

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