I don’t know. I want to feel how I felt last evening. Somewhat happy. I don’t want the episode, the visual distortions–just thinking about it makes me worry it will trigger again. I just want to be happy.
I don’t want much.
I need to finish A Spool of Blue Thread. I’ve been stuck on this book for like months. 20 minutes of reading left, according to the Kindle. So, if I could get my stamina together and push, I’d just be done in one sitting. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Why I am so impatient.
Why my blog posts are so short.
Not everyone can do things for long periods of time, you know. I have a brain condition. Maybe that has something to do with it?
Check yourself b4 u wreck yourself.