I’ll say this, and I mean it, honestly. I never thought i’d reach this point, it’s only been a few days and already I feel this way. Maybe it’s because of how difficult the sickness from hangover was. But, it feels good to be sober. To have my senses sharp and not dulled.
I feel it.
Because normally I do feel dull, even without alcohol, so what’s the difference, right?
But for a moment there, just now, I did feel sharp.
And I love it. I love human capacity. The power to effect the world. The power to change things. I love humans for what they can do, and now I just have to learn to trust them again.