I feel really bad. Is this alcohol withdrawal? I don’t know what to do.

If I could just sleep in a field of grass all day. Or walk. Or just see the hills roll into the sunset. Stay outdoors all day. In the fields.

If I could just wander in the forest at night. Danger.

If I could just swim at the beach. Paradise.

If I could. If I could just. I don’t even know.

I’m so lost. I can’t even cry. My emotions aren’t dead, but where are they?

It’s funny, how much functionality you need in a human mind/body interface to even get to the art section. Art can’t even begin to happen without functionality. And that means neurotransmitters and good health.

Wow.

Wow.

I’m so…

I don’t even know.

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