It’s the usual. Writing in here in pointless. It’s not like talking to friends. I don’t have any friends. I need someone to hang out with.
Europe is so much better than America. They have parks and city centers and just places to be and things to do.
Twitch makes me depressed. I am depressed, to start with.
Drinking a lot of decaf. I have to make it myself, and I loathe making it, and it ruins my mood, but then it perks me up when I drink it. It cancels out though, so there’s no point. But I’m addicted, so I have to. Cursed, as usual.
If I liked reading life wouldn’t be so bad. I’m so lazy I don’t want to do anything. I really literally am a useless piece of meat.
I don’t know what to do.