I have to mail my corporate laptop from my last job through Fed Ex still. It’s been a week since they gave me the label and I haven’t mailed it due to depression. They’re probably like WTF is taking so long.

Do I need a quieter life? Less TV, more books? There’s always someone talking. Maybe if I read more I would hear it in my head, healthily, instead of noise through the ears.

I have to study data science on data camp. I paid $300 for a yearly registration. Sigh. I don’t know how much progress I will make.

Same things as ever. Nothing changes. That’s why it’s so maddening! You think it’s annoying for you to hear the same things from me? Think how mad I must be to have the same tasks on my to-do list for so long, unaccomplished! I’m crazy.

I don’t know what to do. Sleep is my one reward, my one gift.

There’s not even anything really to do on the internet. I’m so brainwashed into like, being comfortable at the computer, but really I shouldn’t. I should be comfortable everywhere else.

Something is drastically wrong with me.

Fuck I hate reddit. It’s the same shit. Useless waste of time.

I am wasting my life.

When is this going to end.

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