I’m depressed. I don’t know what to do. I was so happy I had career prospects, deciding to be a front end developer, now my health feels like is all that matters and nothing can be done to help it. I have to exercise a lot and I hate it unless it’s a fun sport. How am I going to do that?
I don’t brush my teeth enough.
Stomach aches in the morning from too much coffee. I manage it.
Mom wants to go somewhere today. She’s so annoying. She thinks she owns me and can just, if she wants to do something, I have to come along with her. Just, I have to. No, mom, I don’t. Do it on your own.
I’m just really depressed and I don’t know what to do about it. Life doesn’t feel good.
Writing here, I don’t know if it helps.
I’m just in psychological pain, sitting here.
I feel filthy, I haven’t showered in weeks. My room is unorganized. I want to do so much but where does the energy to do it all come from?
I had a good day recently but it was short-lived.