I slept quite a bit yesterday. In one of the recent days, I dreamt of technological progress. Not from materials and metals, but from the mind. Technology starts in the mind. Anyway it was profound, how powerful it could move.
I’m still a little depressed. It’s only been half an hour since I woke up, I know, but that’s how it goes.
I need to study CSS today. I spent a lot of money on data science courses I’m no longer taking. It makes me guilty.
I don’t know.
Nothing feels right.
I chewed up some of the dead skin on my forehead and scalp. From the hydroxizine, and also from not showering. Now it’s hot, burning. Not healthy, not even safe. I should stop. We have a very nice aloe gel that I like a lot, but it’s a hassle to put it on.
Every little thing just stops me.
Never going in the right direction.
Not sure how to end.