I have to watch some videos for my front end class but I don’t want to, really badly, kindof, I just want to talk to someone or hang out with someone. Twitch streams aren’t really, you don’t get much attention, it’s not really real.
I have this like uncomfortable taste in my mouth, like lingering from the vomit yesterday, plus mixing with my meds and breakfast and everything. And not brushing my teeth. It’s gross. I’m gross.
I don’t know what to do. My work ethic is terrible. I feel like I’m never going to make it.