I need to exercise. I need to stop sitting in a chair all day. I have to walk, run, move my arms, play tennis, play soccer, jog run run run, I have to RUN indoor cycle lift weights, go to the gym, lift weights.

Fuck I’m not doing any of that.

Fuck.

I feel terrible about myself. I feel so guilty for being so lazy.

I have support and I’m not in a rush against homelessness because I’ve managed my life well up to this point.

I suffered to much for what I’ve earned though. This is the cause of my burnout and rebellion against all hard work, and maybe that is one mistake I made.

No one talks to me…

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