I need to exercise. I need to stop sitting in a chair all day. I have to walk, run, move my arms, play tennis, play soccer, jog run run run, I have to RUN indoor cycle lift weights, go to the gym, lift weights.
Fuck I’m not doing any of that.
I feel terrible about myself. I feel so guilty for being so lazy.
I have support and I’m not in a rush against homelessness because I’ve managed my life well up to this point.
I suffered to much for what I’ve earned though. This is the cause of my burnout and rebellion against all hard work, and maybe that is one mistake I made.
No one talks to me…