Oh also they just don’t want to talk to me. Most doctors want to reach God. Most are delusional. This is a 1-to-1 correspondence. And some of them “treat” delusional disorders. It’s pretty funny. Only it isn’t because it’s shit-fuckingly horrifying.

I really can speak the doctors’ language. If they need me to be technical and precise to describe very important things about my situation, I can do that. But of course if there’s bribery involved, I’ll just sit back until they all collapse/implode/self-destruct. Fucking useless trash / doctors (syn.).

The only explanation is all healthcare workers and scientists, who rely on disease and problems for money, want them to stay where they are, and want to propagate as many as possible for as long as possible. This “machine of progress” is actually the exact opposite. It takes a few moments of thought to realize […]

I am prepared to write a very communicative and informative message to my crisis therapist who is manning my case at the moment at the care center. This doesn’t actually exist, I just made it up. But it’s how it works when it works. It doesn’t work now. I am prepared to write this, and […]

The only real way for me to cure my own brain disease (because science has so far proved incompetent) is to build my own very powerful MRI scanner and then debug by shoving needles into my brain.