I don’t know what to do I don’t know what to do. I guess I mean when I don’t know what to do I write. That is my observation about my panic response. So… I took 4 antihistamine pills presciption ala and I’m still not sleepy. FFFfffffffffffffffffff. So. It’s 10:30. I should be. The computer […]

pt. 1

Do I want to die? Do I want to die? This is so painful My chest This is power Feel it Feel it Feel power Feel hate And pain Love Distaste, disdain Corruption Evil The slashing of the soul Vile odour over the hillsides Never come back Never be there With you At last…