Just another meaningless evening at home. I could’ve been attending CBT for depression But I was too depressed to attend twice in a row So they kicked me out Logic

Time to start blogging about how miserable and meaningless life is. Everyone is a stupid terd. No one knows how to help me. I am in the “wrong spot.” No, that’s a lie. The earth is rotten. Please, someone, blow it up already. And fuck you.

I have CBT for anxiety at 10 today. Yesterday was not psychiatric crisis, but it was emotional crisis. It’s strange that that can happen. I just want to feel normal. I felt so suppressed. I don’t know if delusions and hallucinations had anything to do with it. I would say not, but maybe delusions. I […]