I’m so lonely. I can’t let it be known on Facebook that I don’t have a life.
But really, I don’t. I don’t have any discipline either.
I’m so tired. Writing in here is hard work. And I have done MORE THAN ENOUGH. I can judge. And yet, no one bites. The world does not reward me.
It’s like, it doesn’t give a shit how much effort you put in and how much product you make. You just have to do something hard. It just has to be hard. Not productive, not effort-driven. Just hard.
Fuck this shit. I fucking hate it.