Through all this time, and it should be clear by now but if it isn’t I will try to make it clear now, I have desperately wanted to stay engaged with life, reading, playing sports, playing music, engaging in media, socializing, traveling…

But I haven’t been able to do that. Rather, it’s been exceedingly difficult. Because of my negative symptoms of the schizoaffective depressive type disorder, or the whatever. My health. My mental health keeps me from having a fun life, is basically it.

And I have fought and struggled against it so hard. But really, it hasn’t worked out too well.

I just want everyone who reads this to know that.

Not that many people do…

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