I feel like I’m anxious. I don’t do enough. I do so much. But not enough.

It’s true, I don’t do enough.

I need to commit to intense exercise an hour a day.

Do a ton of chores.

Work on some occupation or hobby.

Real stuff.

Not like shit around on Twtich or…

I don’t know.

I thought I did a lot today.

But it probably wasn’t enough.

=(

I’m so anxious.

I’m functioning at stnadards that are okay for me because I’m “mentally ill”

But would be low standards for a “normal” person

But I’m anxious.

Fuck.

I hate this it’s been going on for so long.

I just want to curl up in bed with a book and forget all this but it’s such hard work.

I can’t even distract myself.

=(

Help.

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