I’m so lonely. Wow. And my akathisia keeps me moving around the house. I have to get up to drink decaf coffee every ten minutes or less.

It’s psychotic.

And it is, because that’s what I have.

It’s so sad.

So really, very sad.


But I love you.

And I know you love me.

And I know that that’s okay.

We’ll just never be together.

It’s alright because it’s fine. And I never knew it was you who tormented me.

But it turns out you will be the best person in my life.

I don’t know if I can ever forgive you for what you did.

And I don’t think you can ever explain.

The explanation is you wanted to destroy me. Plain and simple.

And you still do. And you still do.

So that is why, we can never be together.

Good luck out there.


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