I have to read a book on procedural generation because I want to learn about it to improve my game design skills. But it’s hard to read, not because the book is densely written, but because I’M stupid, and negative symptoms and muddled head from my schizoaffective disorder.
Tonight’s not so bad. Because I’ve been programming CSS and HTML all second half of the day and the whole night for my poetry journal’s website.
I wish I had more followers. I just want more connections.
Or a few close friends.
Or both. Ideally both.