Add little say whatever you want but realize it affects your brain

And your thoughts later on

So, write what you want

But also, be who you want to be

Later on

Note to self

Having said that, I don’t have much to say. I did some studying today. I don’t know why I can’t dote on the good things in life. When did I get so negative?


Studying. Yes, I got some studying done today.

No social interaction, though.

Um I mean.


I don’t know.

Mom and I saw a girl cat on our walk just now through the neighborhood in the dark (lit by the house lights). It’s mew was such ugh.

This new mouse and keyboard are both pretty good. I also got a new mouspad, substance over style, of an asteroid map of the solar system. Hmm. Opted for that over some stylized image.

I wish I could be satisfied with what I do. Or who I am. Just satisfied with things as they are.

I’m finally going to get paid for disability. I filled out the form wrong and called EDD today with mom and the rep corrected it for me, asking me again.

Fuck me, I dumb.

Well anyway.

I don’t know.

We’re stalling on building the house in Florida for reasons but dad’s working on working it out.

I guess.

We have to take out some loans or something.


I don’t know.

All this I’m saying, it’s pretty forced, but they’re good things to talk about, right?

I guess.

I don’t know.

I’m not feeling very comfortable typing any of this, just physically.

My wrists and ankles feel weird.


Well anyway.

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