i need to see what’s in front of me

be empathetic with the people who provide me support

not shit on them and pine for something or someone else

referring to the people on here who read my posts, i’m assuminng they read them, like them, comment

the rare comment though it is

it is there

i consider myself a good judge of character but…

i don’t have anywhere to use it

and in real life scenarios

i’m too socially anxious for it to work out anyway

but i can tell when someone is superficially happy

versus genuinelly elated

or sad again superficially

versus deeply

a true laugh

versus a forced one

but not all superfice comes from hate

or evil

sometimes people are just scarred

and you have to understand that

and the A comes for effort in that case


things for me to learn

as it were

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