Okay, let’s try to figure this out.
I should do something.
Or maybe I should do nothing.
As of now, it feels like everything is something.
But that’s not true, there’s also nothing.
And sometimes doing nothing is the best thing to do.
Feels the best, is the most aesthetic, true to spirit, artsy, etc.
But I don’t know if I can do nothing right now.
Because of anxiety.
But I probably should.
So I guess I’ll just stare off into space and pace back and forth.
But I shouldn’t pace back and forth.
Staring off into space is fine.
Relaxing is fine.
But anxiously pacing is not.
What do I do?
I don’t know. I’m at a loss.