I don’t know what to do now. I’m done for the day but not sleepy. To get sleepy I have to exercise. I haven’t been exercising. Jogging does wonders. I don’t job. Fuck! And I haven’t been sleeping well lately. Lots of nightmares. (Aliens, presences, etc.) Fuck! I don’t know what to say.

There are people I don’t want, don’t need, in my head. They are there for no reason. There is no logic to it. It is not because of real life. They are nice people in real life. In my head, they are demons. This disease, this nightmare, is not fair. It’s horrifying, terrifying. Insanity is […]