I’ve had a strange day the whole day, starting from the first thing this morning. I woke up at 1 PM. Ridiculous. And I woke up sick with a mild cold. Uncomfortable. Chugged some coffee and gave myself a stomach ache. Now I’m at Barnes & Noble at the local shopping center and there are […]

I’m on page 41 of editing my second book of poetry. i’ve written three so far, the first and third are wholly edited, the first is published on amazon and kindle but not barnes and noble or nook, and the third is not published at all, the second in poor state was submitted to indie […]

My therapist / case manager told me to try writing down my small accomplishments which are big steps toward my larger goals, to try to feel grateful and appreciative of myself for the hard work I’m doing. Not to say, It’s not enough, but to think, Wow you’re doing great. So for you, you can […]

Just had the last session of CBT for Depression. I didn’t ask the therapist out. I don’t know how to. I don’t have her personal professional line either, her direct line, on Kaiser, so I can’t ask her on a date. I don’t know what to say. I’m in love with her. She’s so caring […]

I didn’t stay up particularly late today, but I stayed in bed this morning until 1 PM. I shouldn’t feel guilty about it, I have ” a year off ” (without pay), but, waking up and getting on with the day is sort of a pressure on me I can’t get rid of. If only […]