Today is panic. I have no productivity high to ride out. I am worth nothing. I do nothing and am worth nothing. I am useless, meaningless, a living zero.

And you’d think venting would make me feel better, but it doesn’t. Writing all this down here doesn’t make me feel one iota better. I feel like shit, regardless what I do, unless what I do is hard work, exercise or studying e.g.

Those are the only two options. Working out, and studying.

And God forbid I do either of those two things.

I hate all my therapists.

I wish there was an easy way out.

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