The honest truth is that I’m scared to death of what I’m saying, and that it’ll cause something bad to happen. That the authorities will cease me and jail me forever. I know I won’t harm anyone. But others don’t.
I rely on my anonymity here.
And this blogging thing energizes me, which explains a lot, for a psychopath.
But really, I’m really scared. And I don’t want anything bad to happen.
11:30 PM. Need to sleep but can’t, but also nothing to do.