I’ve noticed I absorb my environment like a sea sponge.
I take negative feedback, even nonverbal, very intensely, I internalize it heavily, and if there’s a lot around, I do very poorly.
This has been the case in my life lately.
Not having a happy job or any good hobbies or friends or anything, and an annoying stupid family, really fucks with me.
I don’t know.
I have too many options, and not enough time.
I want to make friends with famous people I know from the internet.
I don’t know what’s wrong, but meds and therapy don’t actually help.
It’s ridiculous how primitive modern therapy is.
Like, a convo with a good friend, regularly, would be more therapeutic than what the professionals have to offer.
I’m astounded at how poor therapy is.
Really, I can not emphasize how poor it is.