I’ve noticed I absorb my environment like a sea sponge.

I take negative feedback, even nonverbal, very intensely, I internalize it heavily, and if there’s a lot around, I do very poorly.

This has been the case in my life lately.

Not having a happy job or any good hobbies or friends or anything, and an annoying stupid family, really fucks with me.

I don’t know.

I have too many options, and not enough time.

I’m empty.

I want to make friends with famous people I know from the internet.

I don’t know what’s wrong, but meds and therapy don’t actually help.

It’s ridiculous how primitive modern therapy is.

Like, a convo with a good friend, regularly, would be more therapeutic than what the professionals have to offer.

I’m astounded at how poor therapy is.

Really, I can not emphasize how poor it is.

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