I slept in until around 1 PM today. I had such good dreams, i didn’t want to get out of bed why.
but I also didn’t do anything today and that makes me feel horrible.
Why do I so easily feel horrible? Why am I so sensitive?
I have $40k in savings cash. To live off of. And my parents pay the rent and groceries and utilities.
So what am I worried about?
But I should look at it this way: Not how long can I sit on my ass and comfortable achieve a little, but how much can I achieve in this limited time. Race to the limits.
Yeah. I’m not a cool guy, though. I’m lazy. Schizoaffective disorder has negative symptoms.
I really want to message my therapist but I feel like I shouldn’t.