i need to go to bed
i have learned that it’s possible to feel like the world is out to get you, you’re in trouble with the authorities, you’re on the blacklist online, people psychically hurt you, people hate you, it’s possible to FEEL LIKE THESE THINGS EXIST and for it to JUST BE A FEELING. for it to not be one bit true, for it to just be a feeling.
strange. i thought my brain was warning me. no, it’s just a feeling.
well. fooled again.
it’s not a good feeling -_-
oh well. i’ll live. better than it being real. =)