I am thinking of going in bed and reading instead of watching streams on Twitch. Seriously. But it’s just, I don’t know, something is stopping me. Resistance. I don’t get it. It feels like such a commitment. I am scared of commitments, I try to avoid them because I don’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings. […]

This place is sort of the unofficial log of my schizophrenia. I am diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder but I’m not depressed anymore so I think the diagnosis should be changed to bona fide schizophrenia but they didn’t do that because psychiatry is an ineffectuate shitshow. I can’t stay in my room too long because of […]