I have access. Surprising.
Fuck. I have nothing to do and I have to go to bed. There’s nowhere to go online or in the house or neighborhood. We don’t have a park by the neighborhood walking distance and we won’t for ten years.
I just want to write all the time. Why won’t anyone let me just write. What is this me being so imprisoned and policed about.
I have no fucking idea what is going on.
This is miserable horseshit.