I’m horrified that my psychosis could return at any moment. It’s horrifying. And therefore, I’m not stable, from the tension of not knowing if it’s really gone alone. I’m not stable, I’m not sound, I’m not at peace. Also feeling really guilty at the same time, but fucking people don’t understand that I’m not capable […]
I haven’t been on top of my EDM collection lately. I followed a deep house playlist on Spotify just now. I’ll be taking my favorites from that for my own. If I ever DJ (I won’t) I’ll download the songs from there de novo and use them to DJ. I’ve been to some clubs, not […]
I guess we should recap. Pardon, I just took 2 CBD thingies (gel caps) so if I get goofed up or fooged up or either okay so it’s already kind of happening ah well. So. Apparently I sent weird message to doctor accusing her of sexual advances. I don’t know. Women kind of need to […]
Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckface (me) is an alcoholic. n.n This is somehow terrifying to me. Why would it somehow not be? Hmm…
Whoa. I slept all night! Got to bed before mum went to work at 10:30! It’s midnight. 13 minutes past as of the start of this post, to be exact. I had that many drinks (13) ending the day 2 hours ago. Could I use another bottle? Yeah, kinda; I’m not saying I couldn’t. Hurrrrr […]
CONTENT WARNING: Hate speech.
Yes, I’m premeditating the breakage of the crypto market. Forreal. Is what I would have told her…
I killed myself. I am not around any longer. If you liked me you should have showed it.