I’m horrified that my psychosis could return at any moment. It’s horrifying. And therefore, I’m not stable, from the tension of not knowing if it’s really gone alone. I’m not stable, I’m not sound, I’m not at peace. Also feeling really guilty at the same time, but fucking people don’t understand that I’m not capable […]

13 and Over

Whoa. I slept all night! Got to bed before mum went to work at 10:30! It’s midnight. 13 minutes past as of the start of this post, to be exact. I had that many drinks (13) ending the day 2 hours ago. Could I use another bottle? Yeah, kinda; I’m not saying I couldn’t. Hurrrrr […]

Stasis Trap


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