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Mellowing Out

Ice in the bottom drawer under my bed

Melts slowly so it looks like there is a urine stain on the carpet under the bed but not

On the bed

I am

Not on the bed

Any longer I arise I am about

The length of the duration of the moments I perceive as the day and I mill like industrial gears

Varies

From time to time I have a friendly conversation

Then the loneliness kills me

I can’t swim in shallow pools

But if I’m a baby

Drown me

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You Should Have Showed It

I killed myself.

I am not around any longer.

If you liked me you should have showed it.

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Kind of depressed today.

WordPress is so unrewarding. I don’t know how they were capable of designing something so innocuous in appearance and soul-sucking in nature.

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Schizophrenia and depression, two poles of endocannabinoid system deregulation

Reading this paper: https://www.nature.com/articles/s41398-017-0029-y