And here we rest

My company’s documents department emailed me, to conclude a conversation we were having, saying that I should strive to complete all training as soon as possible, not merely before the deadline. I guess they have their reasons. So that reprioritizes things a bit. I should finish some useless training now instead of working on a […]

How It Go

I feel like I’m filling into my place in life / my life finally. Getting this job meant the world to me. I’m a contractor, so it’s kind of cool, makes me feel cool. Like I’m an adventurer in life, or something. It’s hard to explain but it’s neat for sure. :) And I’m sooo […]

I don’t know where those resumes went. I applied to like ten jobs and haven’t heard back from any of them. Cue funny discussion about the theoreticals fantasy-like of what happened to the resumes. My life is mostly misery. I’m unemployed and live with family, so it’s a tragic misery–family doesn’t know what’s wrong. It’s […]

Stasis Trap


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First day at work, readjusting to normal life, etc.

Well, today was my first day back at work. I’d say it was a difficult success. Difficult because though I’m not having full-blown schizophrenic episodes, I still get this paranoid feeling that I’m receiving a lot of aggression from my coworkers, and there’s always this sexual tension in the air that is really inappropriate for […]