I slept through a large part of the day after we got home from tennis. Nick wouldn’t understand what I’m doing right now. He’d be, think of the viewers, they haven’t caught up yet. Fuck you, man, I have got things to say I’m saying them. Fuck off. Brother middle at the park and vocally […]
I’ve been blogging so long, and I’m on twitter for a while, and no one finds me. I find no like-minded individuals. I don’t know why. Everyone’s a prick. Everyone’s soft. Everyone’s into pop and brainless. Everyone’s this or that, but no one contemplates and adores progress. No one is an engineer with a tough […]
Feeling really lonely. Feeling like it’s inappropriate to text my only friend. We separated, basically. There’s a giant wall between us. There’s a wall between me and my brother. My mom’s not really close. I don’t have anyone. I ruined my live with my disease. As Alone in Kyoto by Air plays, I reconsider my […]
Questions of identity and all that. Identifying yourself vs the other. And knowing what that means, and knowing who you are, and knowing what kind you are, and how your kind interacts with their kind. What bits or parts you possess and how that dictates your reaction to the outside. Well that’s not the topic […]
I killed myself. I am not around any longer. If you liked me you should have showed it.