I think, I am pretty sure, today was the first day in my life when I had delusions, and it didn’t affect me. Things are progressing. I am growing. I will make it out of this alive. I have a life. I will improve. It will improve. There’s no stopping it, this is just the […]
People. Okay so just to preface this I am having a psychotic episode. Welcome! New terrain? Not to worry; I shall be your merry guide through the nightmarish landscape. So, now for some descriptions: Everything is facking jumping out at me, there are these voices narrating my thoughts, and there’s this daydream version of reality […]
So why not. Why not gather along the jagged edges and think of the chatter. Think of the sound of the voices who torment you, little insane gibberlings off on mania themselves to no less extent than to bother, and to think that some would be better off without them. I have no sense, but […]
I have no life and I have sex with my parents.
This place is sort of the unofficial log of my schizophrenia. I am diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder but I’m not depressed anymore so I think the diagnosis should be changed to bona fide schizophrenia but they didn’t do that because psychiatry is an ineffectuate shitshow. I can’t stay in my room too long because of […]