I’m starting to realize that I actually, not just, well, I use kratom as entertainment because I’m desperate for it. I feel I deserve to be happy after all I’ve done, after being a good person my whole life. But it’s entertainment I can’t give up. I don’t know what the definition of an addiction […]

Okay well–and I’m blogging about this instead of reporting it to my doctor, note that–I just took a bath and had some excruciating psychosomatic spikes of pain right in my mind. Fucking I thought I was dying. Jesus Christ. And they call them panic attacks. For starters, they’re liars, and they don’t want me to […]

Stasis Trap


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