I’m so trapped I have no one to talk to the schizoaffective disorder continues to destroy my life (more accurate than saying “is going to destroy” but also less correct for impulsive emotional reasons–which do count in a state of varjakBaby court of law). Mom’s asleep how much does shee need for work? I want […]

I’m not interesting and I miss cognitive engagement (the 5 year old who wanted to grow up to be a mathematician)

If blogs are a reflection of how interesting someone’s life is, then I guess my life is not very interesting. It’s hard to put into words what it’s like to be psychically assaulted on a regular basis, and I should probably do more personally inspired creative writing to share the experience (muahaha), but I just […]