I’m horrified that my psychosis could return at any moment. It’s horrifying. And therefore, I’m not stable, from the tension of not knowing if it’s really gone alone. I’m not stable, I’m not sound, I’m not at peace. Also feeling really guilty at the same time, but fucking people don’t understand that I’m not capable […]

Kratom is my only entertainment. Kratom is the only thing in life that is worth it. Nothing else matters. Mattress. It’s a mattress in disguise. It’s a mattress in disguise, Harry! Get down! I threw up. As usual, quite a bit of volume to it. Also it’s loud, from what my family tells me, and […]

Tapering off Kratom

I’m going to try to make these posts more topical, or at least, to title them appropriately. If it’s just a general update post it will be called, like, “General Update” or something like that. Not sure how the commas work in that sentence, if I did it right… It’s easiest to resist the influence […]

Stasis Trap


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