I don’t want to do anything, and I want to do something, and I am using a lot of kratom tonight. I’m starting to panic. What do I do? I have to do something. Just, period. Not regarding anything. I have to do something.
People. Okay so just to preface this I am having a psychotic episode. Welcome! New terrain? Not to worry; I shall be your merry guide through the nightmarish landscape. So, now for some descriptions: Everything is facking jumping out at me, there are these voices narrating my thoughts, and there’s this daydream version of reality […]
I’m calling the advice nurse from Kaiser Permanente. I don’t feel grossly antagonistic to my healthcare provider for once. Starting to wise up and think more pragmatically about this thing. If mom’s any tell, I need as much information about this disease as possible. Disease is a funny word–you think rheumatist, runny nose, big cough, […]