I have another employment problem. I have been mismanaged. I have been on my own with no project to work on (I am not lying when I say that), except for maybe one side one, small, a programming thing that I am neither trained for nor being supervised for, in the JMP language, that I […]
I’m horrified that my psychosis could return at any moment. It’s horrifying. And therefore, I’m not stable, from the tension of not knowing if it’s really gone alone. I’m not stable, I’m not sound, I’m not at peace. Also feeling really guilty at the same time, but fucking people don’t understand that I’m not capable […]
I suppose, and it doesn’t quite take a rocket scientist to figure this out but it does take a little thinking, that it only takes one person in life to be happy: Yourself. Some feed off a spouse, mutually, live amicably as 2. Some need a family, 3, 4. Some have friends, 5, 6, 7. […]
SSRI’s are a lie. They do NOT make you fall in love with the world. Real serotonin is love. You don’t understand. The pharmaceutical industry really, really, really is as evil as people say it is. I am a scientist. I can vouch for this. I will sign a petition that is reasoned logical arbitration […]
CONTENT WARNING: Hate speech.
LinkedIn was 90% bullshit tonight. Corporate propaganda in pharmaceuticals is thick and rife. My company is no exception.