I am backwards and strange, as a person. I find that I antagonize the system in place where adversity must be overcome for rewards. Not just money, but the basic human emotion of feeling good. You have to achieve things to attain that emotion. I antagonize this system. Whatever being, now I am anthropomorphizing it, […]

How It Go

I feel like I’m filling into my place in life / my life finally. Getting this job meant the world to me. I’m a contractor, so it’s kind of cool, makes me feel cool. Like I’m an adventurer in life, or something. It’s hard to explain but it’s neat for sure. :) And I’m sooo […]

I have a lot of problems. This is (one of the reasons) why I write. It accelerates the thinking process and helps me figure out my problems. Scientists will be scientists this statement has not been analytically evaluated. What I mean to say is, there is so much uncertainty everywhere, combined (short circuit in the […]

My hands aren’t working too well and I’m in extreme discomfort right now, but I’ll try to jot down a few important thoughts, if possible. There can be discord because of philosophical disagreements. It’s strange. -1 to all incoming damage… I hope. For them and for me. Maybe not for me. I don’t usually have […]


I’m not sure what to do, except this time, it’s not a total catastrophe. I took 3 namps today. The first namp: No dreams, restful The second namp: Restful; dream: Playing with imaginary words with the brothers, literally laughing in my sleep. The best. The third namp: Restful; dream: contemplating the philosophical underpinnings of medicine […]

Rebuttal to Light Cones

I don’t know how to write in that voice, but it’s there on the rare occasions you do. Denkendank, I mean. I just need to talk really badly. That’s called writing, folks. So–don’t read, don’t think, don’t communicate life-saving information, because talk is cheap. Good work team. Also there’s no such thing as light cones […]